Difficulties accepting that I can't hold down a job for long due to disability.

I'm (29M) college educated and had jobs in the corporate sphere as inside sales/business development.

Unfortunately I could not hold down the jobs for long as I was either suffering from a bout of depression or psychosis. The large daily dosis of antipsychotics also made me come across as a bit lethargic/mellow which was definitely not helpful in a corporate sales environment.

At the moment I'm home with my parents, I was eligible for disability income so that's now my monthly income. So far I'm NEET since 09/2023, that's about 1 and a half years now.

Lately I have been thinking to go back in the workforce and apply for jobs. I'm just discouraged by the fact that I somehow will mess it up again by having a psychosis. I will have to up my daily dosis of antipsychotics in order to perform on my job.

Are there more NEET's like me who have troubles holding down a job due to averse mental health reasons beyond social anxiety for instance?