Why are people so comfortable calling black and south Asian people ugly just because of our race?

I'm so fucking tired of this. People constantly call us ugly any chance they get. I literally just had to remove a comment and ban someone from here because they said that no one is on as low of a level as blacks are.

I'm just tired of it. I feel like everywhere you go, whether its online or irl, people are constantly making the most disgusting remarks about us. They see us as ugly, dark, stinky, violent, dirty, poor, undesirable, creepy, the list goes on and on. They just don't see us as human. Emotions are not tied to us Because we're just THAT ugly to people. We'd be the first group of people who theyd eradicate from the planet if they could. Which is why you have people bragging about having blonde hair and blue eyes because they look the furthest from how we typically look.

I've been really struggling with self-hatred recently because even though I'm mainly black and Indian, I have some white in me as well because my family is from the Caribbean where this is common (many people with my mix are in Jamaica, Trinidad, Guyana, Suriname, etc), but that phenotype didn't show up in me AT ALL. So now I'm fucking pissed off at my family members for making me dark skinned and ugly and having to spend YET ANOTHER VALENTINE'S DAY alone, while they all have light skin and light eyes and look half white and enjoy their lives while I'm stuck forever. I can only hope that wearing a blonde wig and colored contacts might help me, but I highly doubt that since I'd still be ugly.