Nothing more than positive energy (TW)

Im feeling extremely down, I’m just 18 but I think more and more about leaving earth and it scares me. I even got thoughts of indulging in addictive substances and this is also frightening.

I don’t want to get deep into the topic cause this subreddit is not for such topics (feel free to DM to know more)

I just need some positive energy, motivation, sweet words cause I promised myself that I’ll finally shine again after being in the dark for so long

Writing this is an act of self love as I don’t want to let myself be dragged by depression

That’s it