Should I even play ranked?

I played 3 matches. The first was chill we won easy (I was Jeff.) The second I was groot (because everyone chose not to be vanguard) and we got squashed as a team and I was told that I was the only problem we lost by the cloak and dagger who barely healed the whole game. She told me to kill my self (and yet you can’t talk about Tiananmen Square 1989.) The third I think I won but nothing really happened. Is competitive really worth while if I’m gonna have a persons being a crash out every single time.