What made it click for you?

My wedding is in 3 months…and I still can’t find the motivation. I try to research nutrition, count calories, educate myself but I can’t stick to a diet. I have binge eating disorder and for the first 8 days of January I didn’t binge once and ate so well. If I could stick to that I’ll be at my goal weight soon enough…I just can’t. I have no will power

If anyone has that one thing, maybe an article they read, a quote they heard, a picture they saw that got them to start eating well and stick to it, I’d love to hear it!