Any missourians here? I'm scared (even though I'm an adult and they haven't gone for adult's hrt for now)

(19 FTM)

Hey there. I am not on T, but I plan to go on it as soon as I move out, which I'm hoping I can do before August this year (before my birthday.) I cannot go on T in my family's home, but I'm driving and getting better at it and I have some money saved up.

Moving (to another state/country) is probably not an option for me, as much as I'd like to (even to Illinois is probably not an option.)

I'm waiting nervously, at this point, praying they don't get rid of access for HRT. I'm autistic, so that makes me nervous as well because I've seen laws that ban it for autistic adults being written (and usually discarded, but still.)

I'm just waiting for some lawmaker who doesn't give a fuck about people ruin my life, and it's awful. I'm making progress, but it's slower than I'd like. I'm turning 20 in August, and I need to get out before then hopefully.