Just using condoms

Can someone talk some sense into me or help me weigh my choices.

I’m going to try and keep this short.

I don’t want kids, I’m currently trying to get a bisalp done within the next few months. However I’m sick of my birth control, it’s making me so sick and depressed day in and day out.

I got off my birth control for 2 months and I had never felt better, we(husband and I) just used condoms but fear of pregnancy got me back on it . Not due to any close calls or broken condoms, just the worry of it all.

I’ve been seriously considering dropping BC and just using condoms for the time being, until I’m sterilized. But I’m so stressed about the chance of becoming pregnant.

Does anyone else use condoms only? Or am I letting the depression get to me and making a risky decision?

I just need someone to talk about this decision with, my husband is very supportive or me regardless of my decision. But I’d really appreciate others input.

Thank you.