BL'S that can make you cry

I have read a lot of BLS but I haven't read many that can make me cry so, I kinda wanna read one . The first bl that made me cry was taming the tiger and I remember crying a lot, also I wanna read something that isn't just abuse cause that makes you cry too (I haven't read "married man" but I think that makes you cry too , and I have read "pearl boy" but it didn't make cry),I would be amazing if it has an happy ending