Anyone else getting upset over the “Beyoncé didn’t deserve aoty” posts?

I might sound dramatic but this album lowkey means a lot to me, Beyoncé released it during a really hard time in my life and staying up and listening to all the songs made things so much easier for me, and seeing people say it’s a trash album and no one listened to it genuinely hurts because at the time it felt like Beyoncé and the community were all there for each other and now it’s like everyone’s against her :( she deserves aoty, she worked so hard for it and helped so many people even if her music isn’t as “emotional” as other artists. Also, anyone else notice how people only have a problem when a black women wins a nomination but when a white women wins best pop album no one talks abt it..