I have no girlfriends

Hey girls, I wanted to make this post in order to feel less alone and "weird"(? Haha I don't wanna be the only 23-year-old with no girlfriends at all, do you also struggle with that? 😮‍💨 Back when I was in middle school I had tons of girlfriends but it was due to me "masking" I created a personality in order to fit in a social group, but it was so tiring as it drained my energy all day long and I ended up being zoned out when I was at home. Moving forward when I was in high school, I was able to be more "myself" since I enrolled an engineering program and most of my classmates were males, there were only 3 females in our class (including me). I don't know if you can relate to this but it's easier for us to fit in with guys or is it just me...? Anyway... Currently I still have no girlfriends, I feel like there's something wrong with me, I just don't understand them, they leave me on read, or they just don't care about my company at all, whether it be as a coworker, classmate, etc. Only makes take notice of my presence and I'm not speaking of a romantic way; they genuinely like me as a friend and I can notice they care about me. I don't wanna be the only one struggling with this🥺🥺🥺 help🥺