ASMR willow deleted :( [Request]

Any suggestions - I had a go to video for when I was feeling stressed and a few months back it disappeared. Pretty sure she deleted her and I haven't been able to find anything that calms me like that video did since.

It was called asmr background for studying or something along those lines and I am currently mid dissertation deadlines wishing for it back.

edit: now when you search for her, only whispering willow comes up - not the same asmrtist