I am a terrible mother…😞

I usually have alarms to pick my daughter up but today my phone was “mistakenly” on silent. And I missed the alarm and was hyper focused on something. And then my friend calls me and I see the time, 30 minutes past pickup and I check why my alarm didn’t work and my fucking phone is on silent and I just put down the phone not telling my friend anything, like cut the call on her face (should call her back, but I am currently regulating myself). I drive like 100mps to school and picked her up.

And now… we are at a starbucks next to her school because I am feeling guilty and terrible. 😞 she is getting a cake pop and I am getting coffee.

I feel bad that I cannot function without alarms. I am pretty sure I will be judged if I post this anywhere else. (Likely will be judged for posting it here as well ☹️).

I usually have alarms to pick my daughter up but today my phone was “mistakenly” on silent. And I missed the alarm and was hyper focused on something. And then my friend calls me and I see the time, 30 minutes past pickup and I check why my alarm didn’t work and my fucking phone is on silent and I just put down the phone not telling my friend anything, like cut the call on her face (should call her back, but I am currently regulating myself). I drive like 100mps to school and picked her up.

And now… we are at a starbucks next to her school because I am feeling guilty and terrible. 😞 she is getting a cake pop and I am getting coffee.

I feel bad that I cannot function without alarms. I am pretty sure I will be judged if I post this anywhere else. (Likely will be judged for posting it here as well ☹️).