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For tw I wasn’t sure what to put because somehow I’m all of the above.

I HAVE AN ED, OCD, SOCIAL ANXIETY, CHRONIC DEPRESSION, ALCOHOL DEPENDENCY, TRICHOTILLOMANIA (IDGAF HOW YOU SPELL IT) SH ADDICTION, IM A MIDDLE CHILD AND IM HEARING IMPAIRED AND MIXED.

I THINK MY LIFE MAY BE A FUCKING TV SHOW FOR WHATEVER SICK GOD THERE IS BECAUSE THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME ALIVE IS PLOT ARMOUR. WHO THE FUCK JUST LIVES ON LIKE USUAL AFTER SWALLOWING OVER 2000+ MG OF ZOLOFT. HOW ON EARTH AM I STILL FUNCTIONING? EATING DISORDERS TAKE TURNS WITH ME, LITERALLY SINCE I WAS LIKE A KID. I DISSAPEARED TO ANOTHER COUNTRY FOR 3 MONTHS AND WENT STRAIGHT INTO EXAMS AND STILL GOT 100s WHEN WILL THIS END. OH MY GOD. IM 14 I DID NOT CONSENT TO THIS