I’m afraid of ever getting into another relationship after experiencing one with a narcissist and the trauma will always be in my mind.

I am terrified of getting into another relationship ever again. It’s been 6 months since I got out of my narcissistic relationship with my narc ex. I was with my narc ex for 1 year. I’m feeling much better and I do take lexapro and go to therapy to help with the trauma he caused me. Even though I have been feeling better, I afraid to meet someone again. The trauma will always be in the back of my mind and now I feel like I’ll be more cautious. I’ve been working on myself but I feel I constantly analyze people when I spend time with them to see if they have any narcissistic or toxic traits. I recently cut off one of my childhood best friends because she’s a narcissist. I definitely came to my senses with her after being in a relationship with a narcissist. I just don’t want future men to think I am weird on dates because I feel like my mind goes off on its own when I analyze people and that’s all I can think about. I feel all I can think about on future dates, “is this person a narcissist?” I haven’t been on any dates since my narcissist discarded me 6 months ago. He has also tried to hoover by sending me a WhatsApp message and deleting it 3 months ago even though he got a new supply 1 month after he discarded me. His new supply is a narcissist just like he is. I did not acknowledge the message at all because I know that is a way for him to try to get me to fall into his trap again. I’ve been in no contact with him since the discard. I am actually getting a masters degree in psychology this coming fall and I know I will be learning more about human behavior and the mind. I’m looking forward to it. Does anyone else feel this way too?