A bit of ranting.

Over 2 weeks now I've not slept with my man. I don't actually miss the sex. I've actually closed off the sexual feeelings.

Man leaves the house at 9am for work and comes home for 12am. We barely talk or actually have logical or cricitical conversations. But he'll demand for sex.

Mans, doesn't take me anywhere on his off day.

Everytime he is off, he'll go drink n chill with his boys whilst I'm in the house..and later on come ask for sex .

Mans does small things that make me feel shitty like eating and leaving foods everywhere, dirty clothes on the floor, shoes outside just on the doorstep for days unless i pick them. And so forth.

Our house has isssues that he needs to fix. It's been months now..i keep raising the issue to get them fixed. He cares less. I end up fixing them.

And the list adds on.

I'm not perfect.. but I' do not feel this man at this point. Infact i feel alot of anger towards him.