Just a kink

Imagine that you started coming to this sub a while ago, because it was hot and fun. And just a kink.

And then when the election happened, you thought it would be ruined for you, but it was just the opposite. You were here every day.

And it's just a kink.

And you let it bleed into your personal life. You're ignoring your boyfriend. You're sexting conservative men. You're getting off on it. You're flattered by the image of yourself as a "trad wife". And it's just a kink.

You start to say racist things in chat. You know your parents say these things. You always told them not to. You could mean them. Or you could be just role-playing. It's just a kink.

You have an ex boyfriend who is a real asshole. Lower class than you. Bad news. Republican, of course. Classic Trump asshole. An embarrassment from when you were too young to know better. You don't want him, not really. But it's just a kink.

He texts you. To gloat. How does he know? It's like he can smell it. Your desire, your depravity. He's rude but also seems calmer than before. More mature. At ease with himself and his beliefs. Who on our side is at ease? We're constantly yelling and screaming like shrill little girls. He's not screaming. He's in control.

You agree to meet him. He fucks you. He doesn't ask. He knows you want it.

He keeps texting you. You keep seeing him. He keeps fucking you. He's degrading. Like never before. He hits you. He makes you beg. He makes you scream out how wrong you are. He is racist. He wants to be racist too. He's practically a Nazi. He's so empowered and encouraged by Trumpism. He can say and do whatever he wants. And he means it... but to you, of course it's just a kink.

He wants more. You feel yourself slipping. You feel yourself acting out the role even outside the bedroom. At the grocery store. With your cucked boyfriend. Even at work.

And it's just a kink.