any writers pushing through brain fog?

im just putting this out there because i deal with chronic brain fog (the unfortunate hand that's been dealt to me due to several reasons) and it's made writing anything very difficult! on a good day i can manage up to 700 words of a scene in over an hour but also know it's not coming out the way i want it to (just like this post if im being honest). i can't think clearly, my attention span is all over the place and having issues with word retrieval is incredibly frustrating! to top it all off, i'm incredibly rusty because i've been waiting for the brain fog to clear (and since its chronic that feels a bit impossible) and feel like i'm pushing out the same five phrases and can't help but hate my writing because of it.

but, you know, at least there is writing to be mad at. nothing is really publishable in the state it is and i'm honestly too ashamed to post anything on ao3 these days because of it but i can at least be proud of myself for trying to stick to it and hoping it gets a little easier! like of course my writing style isn't the same as it was and i mourn what it used to be a bit but i know it's just because i've been away from the craft for a bit and it'll take a while to get back to where i was.

does anybody else have any similar experiences? if you do i am so sorry, we can push through this together!!