Really discouraged after doing Kovaaks routines for the first time

Hi all, I’ve been getting into FPS for about the last year. Currently FACEIT 8 in CS and Diamond in VALORANT (started about two months ago). I do the regular aim training thing for both games, aimbotz and the range respectively.

I thought I had decent mechanics until I started doing this. Working through the bardoz Valorant playlist and certain activities barely break median whereas some are <25%. Seeing myself at these percentiles really sucks—like to the point where I feel like I’m just destined to be shit mechanically lol

Are my mechanics really this bad? I can’t believe I’m letting this get into my head but can’t help it rn