Checked her social media

I did this to myself. Papers were finalized last week. She's been gone for 3 months, 5 months total since the whole ordeal started of me learning of her affair.

I don't know why I checked her social media but there's some guy now with a heart next to his name in her bio and here I am feeling all these things. Angry...Sad...Jealous.

She was literally with someone while we were married but why do I still care now too. The healthy emotional thing to do is to hope she moves on and finds happiness. But why do I not want her to find happiness. It shouldn't be that easy for her to be in love again after what she threw away.