He reminds me of the guys from the Wattpad stories and he messaged me

There's this guy I've had a crush on for about a year now. He is my ultimate crush... He is tattooed from head to toes, hands, neck, and legs, and just my type. I am the opposite. I am shy and someone said I look like I have an imaginary rosary hanging from my neck. But he went viral from a social media post. A group of girls commented and oh he looks like he walked straight out from a wattpad story and they wrote his @. So I had sent him a request on social media, I think it has been more than a year. I swear I have his pictures of his tattoos on my Pinterest board...

A year and a half later, he added me back and then on Sunday he sent me a message on social media. And my heart was beating so fast... and he said, "hey, have we met before?" I said no, thank you for adding me back and that I liked his shows and that one day I hope I can see him live. And then he said, "If you come here, let me know when you are here and where are you from?" I said I was going to be there soon where he performs and he said, "No worries, send me a message and I can let you know where I will perform." I blurted out and confessed I've always had a crush on him lol. I felt embarrassment after I said that, and he will think I am easy person he can get. My heart was beating so fast and my vision was a bit blurry I think. And to be honest I don't know what else I wrote but I was behaving like a little girl. He watched my stories and a picture I posted and I blush every-time I notice that. I wanted to bury myself under a rock. IDK why. HE did not want to end the conversation and I just said have a good day and he loved my message, I did not know what else to say.

I feel like a fan girl. I feel like it's obvious I am posting pictures for him to see lol. He follows a bunch of models and fashion nova models. I am this introverted woman who never even French kissed a guy or been with one and he's looks like sex symbol... I said "thank you, you're so sweet and kind." And he said, "with great pleasure, anytime. Let me know when you are here." Idk maybe nothing will happen between us but I cant wait to meet see him live and meet him!!! And I can take something off my bucket list. Because he is my ultimate crush and dream guy. I want to ask for a picture with him but maybe that will ruin everything. He looks like the men from those romance novels that many of us read and discover on Goodreads!! and I did not expect him to be so nice... My friends are encouraging me and said I am taking you and you will see him live, calm down and said keep dating and getting to know other guys here too but my mind goes to him...

the butterflies I felt when I saw his message flash on my screen... I hadn't felt like that in so long. .. and my heart beating so fast. That is what having a crush is about, right