antisocial cod players, help

hi, slightly addicted cod player here. things (probably, idk at this point) ended on a bad note with my boyfriend today and depression has kicked my ass so much last year, i dont really have any friends left or social media or whatever. playing alone has always sucked but now more than ever. i would love to play some matches with people, voice/text chat not needed, just some people to play with so i feel like im with people you know? it sucks being alone but i also am too overwhelmed and sad to talk about the situation with anyone, not a voice chat fan at all either way, i need distraction mostly. I just want to feel a little less alone if it makes sense. let me add you and maybe join your match? tough week coming up so i will be on a lot i think, average player mostly doing stakeout at the moment (on ps5)

edit: im in the Netherlands (for timezone difference), i play all day usually but more in the evening. i do have to go out to get a few things in a bit but will be on in an hour or two to further distract myself

edit 2: either I'm stupid or the server is still fucked, but i tried adding some of you and all friend requests failed :( if anyone wants to try adding me its scratchcardglory#3884784q