How would you feel receiving this?

The goodbye I wish I never had to deliver

I hope we can both grow to understand the things that we taught each other during this relationship. I hope the things that we learned from one another help us take that step up towards the things that we want in our future.

I know for me you have taught me that I want to be more kind, I want to be more loving. I want to be more forgiving, I want to be more understanding and I want to be a little bit softer when this world has taught me nothing but to be hard.

For you I hope I have taught you to speak up for yourself, to not let your feelings fester to say how you feel because your feelings matter. I hope you learned not to fold for anyone and completely silence yourself for the happiness of others. I hope that you've learned to speak up to stand proud and walk with confidence because you are an incredible man.

I don't hate you for what has happened. I think all of the mistakes have been extremely unfortunate but sometimes that's how life works.

I want to thank you for being the best teacher I've had throughout experiences. I feel like you were the last one. I hope you were the last one. I feel like my journey is complete and everything that I learn from this relationship truly, I'll take with me for the rest of my life.

I want nothing but good things for you and when I think of us, and when I think of you, I'll think fondly. Keep chasing your dreams, and never forget your worth.

You're not the right one for me, but don't take it personally because I'm not the right one for you either. Our people are still out there , just gotta keep going .

Last-minute apologies:

I apologize for always treating you like the bad guy. I apologize for always putting up fist when I maybe should've reached out for a hug. I apologize for not having much space for you. You deserve all the space in the world and I apologize that I wasn't capable.