Can this be permanent

It's been 4 months almost now that i've been off all antipsychotics but i am still having really bad problems from being on them mainly these akathisia sensations and they haven't really gotten any better. I'm really scared for my life, I can't live at all like this. I can barely function at all or live at all or do much with all this, nothing no one tries to give me or do for me improves it. I'm so scared I can't handle this as a long term or permanent thing, it feels like my life is over if this has effected me to a permanent level. I'm so scared i'm getting really hopeless and in despair feeling like this all the time, struggling to be myself and do the things i love. Will this be permanent i'm so scared